In The Blink Of An Eye
Today I just want to have a bit of a ramble about life. I've always been quite a pessimistic person, when something bad is happening I struggle to see the light at the end or a positive outcome ever occurring. The last few months have taught me so much. They have taught me that this is such an unhelpful way to think and that you never know what's round the corner. The last few years have been stressful and tough, through the battle with my mental health as well as relationships with other people. 3 months ago I was in a very rough place, I was struggling to move on from an unhealthy controlling relationship where I had been hurt and betrayed. I couldn't see any way out, I felt I would never be able to open up to anyone again. The negative mindset that I spun deeper and deeper into was destroying me, I lost all motivation for everything I had once loved. I wasn't baking as much (for me this is a warning sign things are bad). I didn't even want to leave the house
